Think i need to listen to the radio more often and downloadbuy new cds, cos all the songs im listening to..are all reallyreally old songs.

Half ponned school today.
Not that i wasn't well enough to attend lectures, but my headache caused by my stuffed nose and sore throat just kept me in bed till 12.

Supposed to go to the Doc's, but i'm too lazy to walk there.

Anyway, pigging out day today.
Woke up to the smell of yummy chicken curry cooked by my grandma, plus beehoon she bought, and charsiew and some left over cater food frm last night..how often do i get to eat homecooked food anyway? =)
So ill just indulge myself with some guilt-free sinful food heh.

And with these hazelnut cookies that WJ bought tt really tasted like Ferrero Rochers, i just couldn't stop myself.

Ohman.
I can't help ittttttttttt.
=(

Guess its the first day in a loooooong time i fully stayed at home to do homely stuff.
Was supposed to study, but i couldn't bring myself to do it.
No motivation, or maybe i had no plan whatsoever so i didn't know where to begin.

Ah shit. I don't plan to screw up my CA2 like i did previously.
Help me somebody.

Sometimes i wish i could control my mind and tell it to stop working into overimagination mode. Sometimes i just wanna break down and cave in, and just give in to my wants. I need to start listening to my mind, and not my heart.

It's like, i know it's over, it's..finished, its done.
But you just can't help having this glimmer of hope that things can just go back to the way they were. And i can't bear to kill this hope, cos i feel like it's the only thing that's keeping me going, and keeping me alive.

And i'm still trying to comprehend so many things..and its like, why am i bothering myself with all these when i know i don't have to?

The mind works in funny ways.